Friday, July 17, 2009

Give me liberties...or give me a DREAMBODY.

This morning I had an epiphany. I've been taking some liberties and keeping it from Tony and Sarabeth, thinking that I was getting away with something. Let's be real. Tony's no dunce. He knows that if his program isn't working it's because I. Ain't. Workin'. It.

So, today I got honest. I told him exactly what I had been doing that was standing in the way of my dreams. And I have to tell you that something Tina said to me last night in a chat really helped put me over the edge with coming clean about all this. She said something like, "If you could see the person you are going to become, you would be willing to do anything to get there as soon as possible." Wow.

And today when I was talking to SaraBeth, she reminded me that I don't need to think that my food plan is going to be this strict forever. There is going to come a time when I get introduced to a whole new food plan the likes of which I have never seen's called a MAINTENANCE plan. And I'm less than 20 pounds away from it, people.

So, buckle your seatbelts. Tony wants me to start sending him my menu for each day (I already send this to my OA sponsor, so that's really no big deal) and he wants me to start taking daily pics. Not for anyone else but me. So, this ride is about to get really interesting! Sit back and enjoy the ride!!!

1 comment:

Tina said...

I'm so excited about this :) Now do not forget what I told you...feel it...make yourself really feel what you want to see...and everyday get excited about it...because you are even going to be better than anything you can imagine :) I know this :) You are only cheating you if you cheat the deserve more than that. Don't be afraid to get there, you can deal with that when you get there...I guarantee you it is not as scary as it seems.